What does it take?

I found myself crying last night. Anyone who knows me knows I'm not much of a teary-eyed person, so this was a pretty big deal for me. I've been so concerned that I'm losing everything: (mostly my money- which effects my education, rent, even my car). I was freting that if I lose these things, I can't earn more money, and then my hole will be even bigger. Then something occured to me as I was praying last night with my roommates. One of my profs last semester prayed a prayer that will never leave me. He said, "God, we oftentimes say that You are all we need, but we will never truly believe that until You are all we have." So, I prayed that God would take away everything. A scary thought, but a much needed one. Everytime I worry about something, I'm proving how little I think of God and His power. What an idiot I can be...