Drugs that "heal"

So, my doc gave me some drugs to take, some are general "you're messed up so take these to fix you" and some are pre-op, but all in all, they are supposed to fix whatever is wrong with me. The problem? THEY MAKE ME SICK!!! I can't eat. Every muscle in my body hurts (though some more than others). If I do eat, it either doesn't stay down, or I feel miserable for the rest of the night. And the worse part is, I don't feel like laughing or making anyone else laugh... which as you all know, is all I'm really good at. Why is it that good drugs hurt so bad?

Alas, I know my life will go on. I will grow accustomed to subjecting my body to toxins that it does not naturally produce, in the name of "good health." Perhaps a day will come when I will just be a healthy person. Things that are broken will be miraculously fixed, and things that hurt will feel no pain. The world will be a happier place becuase I will have the energy to be funny again. Hmmm.....