Home nurses

It's so weird to have a nurse that comes to your home. I don't know why it's weired, but it is. My darling Melissa came over last night and again this morning to help me change my packing/bandages and stuff. She is an amazing friend! I can hardly stand to do it to myself, you can imagine how hard it is to find someone to weird enough to help. Thanks for your help Melissa, you are incredible!!!

So, I switched back to my original drugs today. I don't feel much, but then again, what can you feel when you sleep all day. Man, oh man, the stuff knocks me out so fast. Prehaps I should call the cod anc see if I can get some more of the other stuff. It doesn't kill the pain as fast, but at least I can stay awake.... then again, what's the point in staying awake. All I do is watch TV or read a book when I'm awake. The TV I don't like, and the book is nearly finished and I want to make it last as long as possible... though I could get another I guess.

Wow, my blogs are getting boring. I'm going to find something better to talk about tomorrow. Perhaps I'll make up a story. I like doing that. :-) Until next time...