Thursday, February 03, 2005

My walls have never looked so white

Wow.... my life has certainly become boring this week. What was the big tip-off? I went to bed at 12:30 last night and woke up at 12:30 this afternoon... I spent 1/2 of the last 24 hours asleep (probably more than that if we count naps). That is so sad. Grant it, my drugs don't exactly help me stay awake, but still... 12 hours!!! Thats out of control, even for me. I have even gotten to the point that I want to clean. Can you believe it!?!? But the crazy part is, I'm not allowed to clean. That, my friends... is irony.

I had high aspirations about what I was going to do when I got home from the hospital. I was going to study several hours a day so that I can stay in school this semester. I was going to read lots of good books that I've wanted to read for awhile. I was going to work on my guitar skills. I was going to talk Mike, Jason, Quinton, and Steve into taking turns coming to my house and helping me down the stairs and taking me for a walk....

Wrong.

I have studied a grand total of 2 hours. When I try to read anything I fall asleep in 5 minutes. I can't even hold my guitar, much less play it. And as for the men... come to find out, they actually have a life outside of me.... who'd of thunk it???

Oh well, life shall go on. My sweet Mike (no, he's not really mine, thanks for asking) bought me an excellent book, and I'm actually staying awake to read it most of the time. I'm determined to make it til evening without turning on the TV today. I'm going to write some cards: some as thank yous to all you awesome people, some to encourage people that need it, and some to people just because I like them. Between reading my book and writing my cards, I think I can fill up a few hours. It will be nice to use my mind rather than watch PBS Kids today :-)

What will today hold? Only my Father knows. He'll let me know when it's time.

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