Thursday, January 13, 2005

Standing at the floodgate, steady as an earthquake.

Well, I have good news and bad news. Which do you want first?

Good news? Ok.
  • Jesus loves me.
  • I'm discovering that a lot of people that I thought "like" me, really love me too
  • My car works
  • I got to see my mom today
  • I got lots of hugs from fun people today
  • I didn't have to work today
  • I don't have to work tomorrow
  • Jason is the one on trial ... I'm just there to keep him company. (yes, I know that's not good news for Jason...)
  • I get to hang out with Jason tomorrow!!!
  • I have a Bible all my own, loaded with lots of love from my Father
  • I have the absolute, most amazing bunch of friends on the planet that I am completely undeserving of
  • I will sleep soundly tonight
Bad news? Are you sure? Ok....
  • I have cancer.

Yes, it's true. I had my surgery yesterday, and came home pretty drugged up. I went back to the doc today and she told me the news. I deeply apologize to those of you that have to find out by reading this, rather than me telling you in person. Please don't think I don't love you. I do. I know this will freak some people out. If it does, please call and talk to me. I really am okay with this, and I want you to be also.


Proverbs 3:24 - When you lie down, you will not be afraid; When you lie down, your sleep will be sweet.

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